LETTING GO OF ANGER ..

On friday morning, i suddenly rechecked my FB's friend request . Usually i leave it as it is and i wont bother to check it again. But there were actually some people , my old friend, re-added me again short after i deleted them.. The reason i deleted them actually not because i had some personal issues with them but they are connected to a person i hated the most in my past and that time i thought by deleting friends who linked with that person would put my mind in ease and gave me some time to be able to forgive. Yeap it was suck big time last time, i think i lost too much tears crying every night .. Anyway it was in my past so no need to blog about it. But its true that "time heals" .. All the pain and sorrow are being washed away.. Need a big encourage to finally be able to forgive people. There is a quotation : "fall down seven times, get up 8"  And its super true, those bad things or memories happened in the past are supposed to make us stronger and tougher.

I finally approved the friend request and somehow my friend was online that night so we had a good chat. Catching up what missed. And I managed to say sorry for deleting her. I said its not because i hold any grudge on her. I needed a clear mind and heart to finally be able to forgive my past completely. Letting go of anger is one of the hardest thing humans can do . Sometimes, when people said sorry , we can easily said "yes i forgive u" but issit really ur heart that forgive? Or issit only for the sake of cutting the conversation short ? Forgiving people thoroughly and sincerely can only be done along the time. Its not instant. If  a person said sorry to u but u cant really forgive them, just said u need time. Remember, time is the best cure. And i wanna quote , my favorite quotation ...

"Forgiveness is the best gift. When we forgive we love and when we love, God's love shines on you"

A week before my son, 2 years old bday. Super excited.. My hope is to see him growing bigger, witness his graduation, his convocation and to see him married one day :P .. Well, gosh , he is still 2 years old , marriage is included in the wish listt already ?? Thats what my hubby always replied me if i told him about my hope towards my son :P :P :P  HEHEEHEH Excited to celebrate it .. We spent weekend by going to lots of toys stores to find toys he likes. And it was so much fun.. For my son, toy store is like a fantasy land. Coz so many toys and games and he could try most of e toys.. He looked so happy..

Here is the summary of this week outfits :

TUESDAY, 25 SEPT 2012

RAINBOW CAKE, ANYONE ?

Top : Love, Bonito // Bottom : OSF // Jacket : Cotton On 

Which glasses that is cool mama ?

WEDNESDAY, 26 SEPT 2012

BLUE, PINK AND BOYFRIEND KINDA JEANS

Top : Love, Bonito // Bottom : ISCYBF // Bag : LBV 

THURSDAY, 27 SEPT 2012

STRIPE ON MY HAND

Jacket : Cotton On // Shoes : New Look // Bag : The Scarlet Room

His killer smile .. Always melt my heart despite his mischievousness..

FRIDAY, 28 SEPT 2012

BLACK WIDOW

Top : LB // Bottom : FRUH // Necklace : Soeurs

Lets play peek-a-boo session or he was actually sleepy hehe but noo, i dont think he was sleepy hehe, he was so happy and laughed alot that time .. No sign of drowsy and sleepy :D

SATURDAY, 29 SEPT 2012

GOLD AND YELLOW

Cardigan : The Closet Lover // Bottom : The Scarlet Room // Bag : New Look

My morning affair ...

He looked so sweet and cute and handsome ! mama loves u kid !

SUNDAY, 30 SEPT 2012

OF A WEDDING

Dress : Love, Bonito

I was wearing this red dress to attend my hubby's childhood best friend cum neighbor. First time attending malay wedding .. I could feel their togetherness and warmness when i stepped into the wedding venue :D I love the food also .. Kinda remind me of Indonesian food.. And I seriously miss Indonesian food ..

Till next entry all

Have a lovely week ahead 

me cant wait for my son's bday bash ! YAY !

regards

Caroline

TIMELESS ..

Its few weeks away from my son's 2nd birthday.. Time flies ah.. I remembered when he was first born, he looked so small and so fragile. He got that sparkle eyes and he still has that till date.. I couldnt believe i was a mommy last time. But now, i couldnt believe i can raise him by myself.. He is getting bigger and smarter. Why i put "timeless" as the title of this blogpost ? There is one of my outfit that remind me of my school days ... :D :D Ah! im getting older and older hehehe .. Some people might not know my age.. They thought im a super young mommy .. hhihi im not that young anymore btw. Im just a few years away from big 3-0 .There was a time, i went shopping with my son alone and there was this auntie smiled at me and kept staring on me .. She finally asked me was the baby in the strolled my son and i said yes he is my son.. And she said wah u are so young and i said im not young anymore hahaha.. Im 27 years old btw. Born on 1985. And she said i looked so young haha.. Anyway, getting older and having those wrinkle lines on your face are truly inevitable. And i actually am looking forward for future .. and see what it hold for me, my hubby and my son ..

Last week had been a well-spent together time with my family,, F1 night race was the highlight . But my son was abit scared with the super loud and high-pitched sound from the arena . anyway we put earplug in his ear. And im super excited already for the next weekend

I felt so overwhelmed when my look in lookbook.nu reached 100+ hypes.. thanks thanks so much ! and even more overwhelmed and honoured when i saw it under "HOT" tab .. I feel so loved and blessed.. This is what i love to do. Fashion is what i adore and is how i express myself. It becomes a whip for me to work harder in blogging about this world and learn more and getting more inspirations

Here is the round up of my week's outfits

Wednesday, 19 Sept 2012

I WANNA BE AS SWEET AS LOLLYPOP

Top : Love, bonito//Bottom : The Scarlet Room//Blazer : FRUH, by RiotLoco//Botties : New, Look

Thursday, 20 Sept 2012

TRIBAL LADY

Top : Love, bonito//Bralet : Shopskinned//Skirt : Love, bonito//Booties : Gojane//Clutch : Riot, Loco

Friday, 21 Sept 2012

TURN BACK TIME

Top : Cotton On//Skirt : Klarra//Jacket : Amber,Avenue//Shoes : New Look

Saturday, 22 Sept 2012

UNDER THE SUNSET IN MY NEIGHBOURHOOD

Top : Cotton On//Skirt : Love, Bonito//Parka Vest : The Quiet Riot//

Sunday, 23 Sept 2012

UP FOR A NIGHT RACE

Top : The Quiet Riot//Knit Top : Love, Bonito//Short : Agneselle//Shoes : New Look

Till next entry 

Regards

caroline

A SOLEmN LIFE

Life has been so good so far.. i have a family , have a place to stay and can eat proper meal 3 times daily.. And i also have clear mind. Thanks God! I should be grateful with all things i have now.. Seriously no complaint.. Grass on the other side will always be greener.. But if we sometimes look other ppl who live under the normal line, Gosh, We should be thankful. Sometimes i also wish i have a bigger eyes, sharper nose .. But then, Im lucky enough born with a normal eyesight .. Can see this world.. one word : THANKS GOD !

I was just celebrating my anniversary with my hubby ... 3 years down the road. I didnt celebrate it in a fancy hotel or restaurant btw.. Its only a simple one.. Hubby was offering me to eat in a good resto but i reject hehe. I didnt celebrate it by flying off to a romantic place oso btw.. Some pictures did show i went to airport not becoz i wanna fly off to another part of world.. but airport is a place full of memory for us... It reminds us how we first met again after we first knew each other in my home ground, Jakarta.. Thinking how we met sometimes gives me a smile.. Cant believe how miracles happened ! My hubby is a person who shows me true love did exist .. and He never fails to back me up ! He is not romantic, bring flowers or give me compliments.. He is a type who talk less but more into action ! Many memories .. and now,, with my little son, Im ready to grow old together with him :) Happy anniversary Hubby, if u read this ..

I wanna round up my outfits .. Hope u like it :) :)

TUESDAY 11 SEPTEMBER 2012

Top : Cotton On ; Bottom : Hollyhoque ; Bag : The Scarlet Room ; Necklace : Riot Loco

WEDNESDAY 12 SEPTEMBER 2012

Top : Cotton On ; Bottom : Runway Bandits ; Shoes : New Look ; Vest : Soeurs

FRIDAY 14 SEPTEMBER 2012

Top&Bottom : Love Bonito ; Boots : Gojane 

My son was a very good boy .. Try to go with bus and he sat quietly and made me really proud of him ! time flies .. few weeks away from his 2nd bday !


SATURDAY 15 SEPTEMBER 2012

Top : Cotton On ; Bottom : The Quiet Riot ; Shoes : Love bonito

SUNDAY 16 SEPTEMBER 2012

Top : Agneselle ; Bottom : Love Bonito ; Shoes : New Look

MONDAY 17 SEPTEMBER 2012

(The last two are My instagram pic :P)

Top : Riot Loco ; Bottom : The Closet Lover ; Shoes : rubi ; Bag : Soeurs

Its a paradise dont ya think so .. the water is so blue .. the sky is blue .. Oh my .. u see the triple bright colour in the pic... green grass, brown sand on the shore and blue sea ... Its here in Singapore .. No kidding :D 

Till next entry all

regards

caroline